Sunday, February 13, 2011

Alrighty, lemme just get something out in the open here because apparently everyone might have an opinion on all of this. Married couples aren't exactly common in this group of hunted humans, so I get that Cathy and I are an odd pair. I also get that you guys care and want to make sure we aren't going to do something that would stop us from getting Cynthia back. Hell, even redlight was anxious to see to it that we didn't act like idiots, which is kind of him.
What Cathy and I are going through is what happens when two people don't love each other and then some faceless monster decides to fuck with us. Hehe, it's a little extra baggage, but about the same as any other couple. We're gonna fight, we're gonna bicker, we're gonna call each other bad names and insult our ancestors because to be honest, we're not exactly happy with each other right now. We both had bad reactions to what occurred in the woods the other day. I took Cathy but not Cynthia even though I clearly had the opportunity, and she ran because I wasn't the nicest guy to her when she woke up. They aren't justifiable actions, but it's what happened.
That said, we aren't going to let our problems get in the way of getting our daughter back from it. If you think I'd let my frustration stop me from working together with my wife (who, by the way, has been risking everything to get her back as well), then you obviously do not know me that well.
I know I'm hiding basically all of who I am from you guys (sorry if that's a surprise, hehe) but I think I've made it obvious because of Ava that if I care for someone my problems don't get in the way. And I know it's the same for Cathy, because even if she claims we don't love each other anymore we still know what the other is like...or was like, which is enough.
Basically, what I'm trying to say, is that this is our problem- the marriage thing I mean- and we'll deal with it in our own way. And I would be gosh-darned grateful if everyone could just accept the fact that we're not a happy couple but realize we're still gonna get shit done.  That's my daughter that thing has and hell if I'm gonna let her stay in it's clutches for much longer.

Now with that stupid rant out of the way:
I've been blacking out again. Ever since I got Cathy out of the woods, I wake up in some place I didn't fall asleep at. I don't think she ever noticed, but that was mostly because it was little things, like opening my eyes and realizing I was outside my door. But after she left...well, let's just say I woke up in a different state. Hehe, that and my nose was bleeding when I regained consciousness too.
Maaaan, haven't had to deal with this shit in a while. Gonna take some getting used to again, but it should be like riding a bicycle.
Think that's about it. Just kinda wanna steer this blog back in the direction it was made for: keeping tabs on what's happening to me, hehe.

You all keeping yourselves safe? I'm looking at you Ava, and your date with ~*destiny*~.

10 comments:

  1. just gonna copy-paste my comment here:

    according to cynthia's blog, which can be found here (http://thee1eventhhour.blogspot.com/), she will be WITH REDLIGHT TOMORROW.

    this means it is likely that Ava will encounter there.

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  2. Ah. Is your head feeling any better? I wish you the best of luck, and if there's anything I can do just ask.

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  3. Wait. So. Ava. And Cynthia. And redlight. All in the same place? Ooh. This could end badly. Collateral damage. Tony, you yourself stay safe, yeah? There's no better advice, really. I am. You seem to be. Mostly. At least you have the same tone. Not going, you know, crazy or anything.

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  4. OH THAT YOU FRAP, FOR THAT VOTE OF CONFIDENCE.

    ¬_______________________________________¬

    YOU WOKE UP.

    IN A DIFFERENT STATE.

    AND YOU DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO TELL ME THIS IN YOUR EMAILS?!

    ASDFDGFHJGKHL

    ARE YOU PEOPLE TRYING TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK?!

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  5. NOOC- Well fuck. If she ends up being there I hope Ava can get her back. But I honestly just want our Librarian to get out alive.

    Echo- Yeah. Still hurts occasionally, and the headaches that sometimes come with being around it never help, but it'll heal fine.

    Frap- Hehehe, we'll see if Cynthia ends up being there. If she is...well, I can see things going downhill pretty fast.
    Yeah and I'm not going crazy. It's actually kinda impossible for me. But good to see you not using f-words everywhere. You're nice and sane enough too.

    You- If she's there concentrate on keeping yourself safe, please. I have no idea how bad this thing has taken over her mind and that could potentially make her very dangerous. That and she's not even the worst, because you're going to have redlight perving all over ya', hehehehe.
    Yeeeaaah, it's not that important. I was fine so I didn't really think twice about it, to be honest. Hehehehe, getting those premature grey hairs yet?

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  6. Hey, Tony, where are you right bow? I need to assemble a group with you guys. Now. Seriously.

    I'm in Boston at the moment. I'll drive over to your location as soon as possible. -Liam.

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  7. I HAVE OVER TWENTY. THERE IS A SWEENEY TODD ESQUE STRIP OF THEM IN MY BLOODY HAIR.

    Get here. Quickly please, Slenderman is not exactly taking kindly to my choice.

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  8. Liam- Honestly, not to be mean, kid, I don't exactly trust you enough yet to team up with you. Hell, I'm not even sure if I fully trust anyone at this point, even Ava and Reach. The difference is I have to get to the terrible twosome because apparently my daughter is causing shit to go down.

    You- Hehehe, I bet no one will mess with you though, right?
    Really? What exactly is going on? It's gonna take me a bit longer than I thought to get over there but I'm moving as fast as I can.

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  9. Tony what the /hell/ is going on?

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  10. Don't worry about it, I got everything under control...for the most part.

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