Alrighty, lemme just get something out in the open here because apparently everyone might have an opinion on all of this. Married couples aren't exactly common in this group of hunted humans, so I get that Cathy and I are an odd pair. I also get that you guys care and want to make sure we aren't going to do something that would stop us from getting Cynthia back. Hell, even redlight was anxious to see to it that we didn't act like idiots, which is kind of him.
What Cathy and I are going through is what happens when two people don't love each other and then some faceless monster decides to fuck with us. Hehe, it's a little extra baggage, but about the same as any other couple. We're gonna fight, we're gonna bicker, we're gonna call each other bad names and insult our ancestors because to be honest, we're not exactly happy with each other right now. We both had bad reactions to what occurred in the woods the other day. I took Cathy but not Cynthia even though I clearly had the opportunity, and she ran because I wasn't the nicest guy to her when she woke up. They aren't justifiable actions, but it's what happened.
That said, we aren't going to let our problems get in the way of getting our daughter back from it. If you think I'd let my frustration stop me from working together with my wife (who, by the way, has been risking everything to get her back as well), then you obviously do not know me that well.
I know I'm hiding basically all of who I am from you guys (sorry if that's a surprise, hehe) but I think I've made it obvious because of Ava that if I care for someone my problems don't get in the way. And I know it's the same for Cathy, because even if she claims we don't love each other anymore we still know what the other is like...or was like, which is enough.
Basically, what I'm trying to say, is that this is our problem- the marriage thing I mean- and we'll deal with it in our own way. And I would be gosh-darned grateful if everyone could just accept the fact that we're not a happy couple but realize we're still gonna get shit done. That's my daughter that thing has and hell if I'm gonna let her stay in it's clutches for much longer.
Now with that stupid rant out of the way:
I've been blacking out again. Ever since I got Cathy out of the woods, I wake up in some place I didn't fall asleep at. I don't think she ever noticed, but that was mostly because it was little things, like opening my eyes and realizing I was outside my door. But after she left...well, let's just say I woke up in a different state. Hehe, that and my nose was bleeding when I regained consciousness too.
Maaaan, haven't had to deal with this shit in a while. Gonna take some getting used to again, but it should be like riding a bicycle.
Think that's about it. Just kinda wanna steer this blog back in the direction it was made for: keeping tabs on what's happening to me, hehe.
You all keeping yourselves safe? I'm looking at you Ava, and your date with ~*destiny*~.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
MY HEAD
WOMAN, could you not have hit me maybe a little less harshly? It's pounding like I have the worst hangover in the world and I think you actually managed to make me bleed.
Goddamn- woke up and you're gone. Great. Perfect. Used the shower and got outta there before room service came along and thought I was robbing the motel or something.
I said we needed to stick together! What part of that didn't you understand? Oh, and nice post by the way. Y'know there was probably a reason I was keeping this sort-of-marriage a secret. And you just tell it to the world! Nice thinking there- I'm glad I married such a smart woman.
Fuck I need a beer. Or some pain meds to overdose on. Something.
Goddamn- woke up and you're gone. Great. Perfect. Used the shower and got outta there before room service came along and thought I was robbing the motel or something.
I said we needed to stick together! What part of that didn't you understand? Oh, and nice post by the way. Y'know there was probably a reason I was keeping this sort-of-marriage a secret. And you just tell it to the world! Nice thinking there- I'm glad I married such a smart woman.
Fuck I need a beer. Or some pain meds to overdose on. Something.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Finally
I'm here. Fuck I need to lay down and get some sleep. Just for an hour or two, that'd be nice. Ribs aren't very happy with me- got in a scuffle with scar face and we both took some bad hits. Hopefully I'll be up for more ass kicking tomorrow. Hehe, wish me luck, kids.
Edit- I put this on your blog, but decided to post it here instead to make sure you see it.
Hey Crazy Bitch, if anything happens to me these next couple days, I want you to promise not to panic and take care of everyone. Apparently I'm the grumpy Uncle and you're the big sis, so we gotta do our jobs, right?
Hehe, catch you on the flip side, Avalesca.
Edit- I put this on your blog, but decided to post it here instead to make sure you see it.
Hey Crazy Bitch, if anything happens to me these next couple days, I want you to promise not to panic and take care of everyone. Apparently I'm the grumpy Uncle and you're the big sis, so we gotta do our jobs, right?
Hehe, catch you on the flip side, Avalesca.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Dammit
Really? Am I always one step behind or some shit? Gonna have to find another trucker now who's willing to drive cross country with me. Maybe this one won't like irritable middle aged men who look like hobos and carry various weapons on their person that they can't use on the goddamn truckers because that would mean trouble.
Ava's back. Don't really know what to say at this point. It's already been said. She's coming over to The Land of the Free and The Home of the Brave. Hehe, should be fun for her.
Saw it the other day. Hanging around near the eighteen wheeler I was hitching a ride in. Had to split if I didn't want the weirdo to get taken by it. Sucks, but I'll find someone else. Things have calmed down a little bit, it seems. That's nice, I don't particularly like having to remember five thousand stories going on at once. Y'know, when I started this stupid blog I wasn't planning on talking to this many people. Hell, I dunno why so many of you seem keen on keeping up with me- I'm not exactly best friend material if you hadn't noticed, and that's not ever changing. I hate this...caring for other people business. It's what gets people killed in the first place.
Fuck, I'll end this feelings and shit post before I start to sound like a teenage girl who got dumped right before prom night.
I guess...keep yourselves outta trouble. Whatever.
Ava's back. Don't really know what to say at this point. It's already been said. She's coming over to The Land of the Free and The Home of the Brave. Hehe, should be fun for her.
Saw it the other day. Hanging around near the eighteen wheeler I was hitching a ride in. Had to split if I didn't want the weirdo to get taken by it. Sucks, but I'll find someone else. Things have calmed down a little bit, it seems. That's nice, I don't particularly like having to remember five thousand stories going on at once. Y'know, when I started this stupid blog I wasn't planning on talking to this many people. Hell, I dunno why so many of you seem keen on keeping up with me- I'm not exactly best friend material if you hadn't noticed, and that's not ever changing. I hate this...caring for other people business. It's what gets people killed in the first place.
Fuck, I'll end this feelings and shit post before I start to sound like a teenage girl who got dumped right before prom night.
I guess...keep yourselves outta trouble. Whatever.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
What the hell
Is the crazy flu going around or something? Everyone just needs to calm the fuck down because too many things are happening right now and I can't tell who's safe and who's in trouble. Fucking- how many kids are okay?
Lemme say it this way: I'm taking a role call, if you're good say so. Or don't. And then I can assume that everyone on the goddamn planet died tonight except for me.
And everyone needs to stop freaking out because you're just giving it more power! We've been over this several times! Shit, why does this gotta happen now?
Lemme say it this way: I'm taking a role call, if you're good say so. Or don't. And then I can assume that everyone on the goddamn planet died tonight except for me.
And everyone needs to stop freaking out because you're just giving it more power! We've been over this several times! Shit, why does this gotta happen now?
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Hitch Hiking
It's always fun, right? Least I don't have to worry about some hairy fat guy hitting on me, hehe.
Makin' good time. Everything is fine right now. In fact, haven't seen a minion since I left my old spot. Good sign or bad sign? Probably bad but, eh, oh well.
I'm sure everyone is having a shit ton of fun right now, anyone care to share?
Updating to show I'm alive. Hooray and all that.
Makin' good time. Everything is fine right now. In fact, haven't seen a minion since I left my old spot. Good sign or bad sign? Probably bad but, eh, oh well.
I'm sure everyone is having a shit ton of fun right now, anyone care to share?
Updating to show I'm alive. Hooray and all that.
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